
Jacob awakened out of his sleep, and he
said, “Surely Yahweh is in this place, and I didn’t know it.” He was
afraid, and said, “How awesome this place is! This is none other than God’s
house, and this is the gate of heaven.
Genesis
28:10-17
This short passage contains three themes
that are repeated throughout Scripture:
Jacob’s dream of a stairway to heaven
with angels ascending and descending represents that we do not live in a
dualistic universe where there is divide that cannot be crossed between the
divine and the human, or the sacred and the profane. Jesus is the incarnation of the divine in the
human. When he dies on the cross the
veil that separated the Holy of Holies in the Temple from the outside is torn
in two. In the Catholic tradition, we
both venerate the tabernacle in which the Eucharist is kept, and reach in and
eat the contents.
Jacob receives precisely the same
promise of abundant divine love and attention that his grandfather, Abraham,
received. God’s promise to Abraham that
His covenant will endure generation after generation is fulfilled. It doesn’t mean that Abraham’s decedents will
not experience suffering. Far from it,
as they will find themselves enslaved in Egypt in the next book. But it means that God is with us, exults in
our successes, but especially suffers with us in our pain and failures. Isaiah will prophecy the arrival of a messiah
named Immanuel, or “God is with us” – a story that Matthew relates at the birth
of Jesus.
And finally, Jacob is awed by his
encounter with God. Our deepest
intuitions of God are paradoxical. On
the one hand, God is with us; a familiar Presence and our most intimate
relationship. On the other hand, we can’t help but feel our smallness in the
presence of God. Rudolf Otto called this
feeling “mysterium tremendum et fascinans”, the
numinous, the utterly ineffable and overwhelmingly holy – the feeling our
creatureliness in the presence of our Creator.
Martin Buber put it this way:
O, you safe and secure ones.
You who hide yourselves behind the ramparts of law so that you will not
have to look into God’s abyss! Yes, you have secure ground under your feet,
while we hang suspended looking out over the endless deeps. But we would not exchange our dizzy
insecurity and poverty for your security and abundance … Of God’s will we know
only the eternal; the temporal we must command for ourselves…
Twas’ grace that taught my heart to
fear, and grace that fear relieved.